I have a 18 year old son and 16 year old daughter and have loved raising my children but have always wanted more. Unfortunately I have endometriosis and have had two surgeries for it 10 years apart, my last surgery was 3 years ago and the OBGYN said the endometriosis had basically tied my tubs shut but he got all that off and said he blew my tubs open bigger than natural size so he told me I was extremely fertile yet me and my husband never got pregnant again.

It has been something that has crossed my mind daily and broken my heart and having another child is something I’ll never stop wanting or yearning to have. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m getting so old I’m scared I’ll never get to have another child and that’s something that breaks my heart so deeply. It’s hard because others don’t understand how bad this hurts my heart and how I have lived for the kids I have and I don’t want to be done raising kids anytime soon.