I have just had a loss, and it was going to be my first child. It was devastating. I know I’m getting older and my chances to conceive are dwindling. I’m hoping that whoever is willing to donate, makes my Christmas this year, that much more special. I’ve been wanting to get pregnant my whole life. When I had found out I was pregnant months ago, I was so happy and felt like it was worth waiting for, and finally I can create my own family and new traditions. My family was so excited and have always wanted me to have a baby. I know I’d be a great mom, and my kids would never go without.