I've been wanting to be a mother for so long... I was with my high school, sweetheart, 14 years. He didn't want kids and I begged him to change his mind for 14 years after a while. I got tired and I wanted a family on my own I decided to leave.. So I left and I met this wonderful man. He was just getting a divorce and his wife left for another man. So we started talking and getting to know each other. And I told him the situation of my past history with one in a child and stuff like that. Come to find out his wife wanted him to get a vasectomy about a year before he met me. That I wanted a child on my own. And now I'm here looking for a donor so I can be come a mom..