Devoted mom of two 6 and 7 years old. I had them both young and with a man who could not and should not be a father or a partner. He has been long since out of the picture and as both kids are in school and I'm in my late 20s I knew I want another child. However I don't know that I will ever want another man. This kind of platform let's me avoid the turmoil of relationships, and allows the family I do have to grow. My children are what I always wanted and I know now is the time. My father is my only family as my mother passed early this year. He lives with us and is a hands on grandfather. His health is worsening, his mind is going and I want him to know my child before it's too late. I know this is all quite heavy. I hope you will understand and appreciate where I am coming from and know that my beautiful little family will love this child beyond what you could imagine. Being in an abusive relationship meant I was in fight or flight and was dealing with very hard situations while raising my little for the first 2 years and in turn I've lost a lot, both in keepsakes and in memory. I know doing it on my own is what I want and what will give us the best foundation for a baby and there isn't a thing in this world. Thank you for reading.