Hi, I am separated and going through a divorce. I've always known i wanted to have children and it's just never happened for me. I know I can be a great mum as i am a brilliant auntie and have so much love to give i just hate that they're not my own children and i hate being jealous of others having what I've craved and can love a baby and protect them always so much no matter what life throws at us.

I don't do Internet dating so don't meet others and not a big night out person so that also makes it hard, I tried so hard with my ex husband but it never happened for me and I'm not sure why, he's got a 11yr old daughter from a previous relationship but i want a child of my own who i can bring up and look after.

I've bought tons of baby clothes these past months for my nephew and i love him so much and spoiling him at the same time i wish it was for my own.