I have always wanted to be a mom. I was hurt by men in my past that has made me feel very uncomfortable to be intimate with a man. That has not stopped me from wanting to have a child. I have tried before it was not successful. I do not have thousands of dollars to keep ordering more every month. I will never give up wanting a child. I was with the same donor for 2 years. We found out after trying for years that he was not fertile. That was a huge let down but I am a very optimistic person and will not give up. I own my own daycare. I love being able to play with the kids it lessens the hurt form not having my own. I am getting up there is age so it needs to happen soon. I have one sister one brother and a niece. My sister is also interested in looking for a donor.