Hello and thanks for reading. Well....where to start.
Having a child is the single most important thing in my life and something I cannot imagine never happening. I am now 37 and have never met anyone who was right for me - I guess I'm too fussy but also I wasted too many years chasing the wrong person! I'm not worried about having a partner - in an ideal world of course it'd be perfect but in reality the missing thing in my life is a child and not a partner. I have a large family and am the youngest of 6. I don't want to grow old lonely or forever be the odd one out. Having a child would complete me in every way possible. I have so much love to give and it saddens me to think that it might never happen. I've worked all my life and time seems to have passed so quickly. I know there's a lot of people who would turn their noses up at doing something like this but I think it's great that such things exist for people like myself. I have never smoked and drink very rarely.