Almost a year ago I had lost my son at birth. I've been taking it super hard added on dealing with my sons toxic dad trying to get in me head, after him already being cut out of my sons life. I am just ready for another baby, but going thru what I did with my sons dad, I just don't want to deal with another man right now. Having a child will complete me, as I will always but hurt over losing my little boy, giving him a sibling I know is one thing that will change my life for the better. I'm a great person, work at a daycare, and just want life to be happy and worth waking up to.