I joined this site many years ago after a very unfortunate loss of a child at the time. I made the decision then to leave the site and heal my wounds of loss rather than fill in with trying to conceive again. Well, here we are 6 years later, my need and desire for a child is stronger than its ever been. I thought this feeling would go away with time and it seems that is not the case.

You may or may not be aware of the state of our world and the choices for a meaningful relationship and partner. Sadly, I do and its slim. So here I am trying an unconventional method to make my dreams Ive had since I was a child into an actual reality for me.

I am looking for a donor, not a relationship. I am single, that said that is not why I am here. I am here to bring life into this world to offer it all the love, affection, and care I have had within me for decades. If I could do this on my own I absolutely would have done it by now. I would love for this to be a coparenting situation as two ppl households or upbringings are preferred for the development of the child and things of that nature, but of this is not necessary if its not in the cards. I would prefer to also not do IVF I would be interested in doing this in person, wherever possible. If IVF is the option for us then the costs would need to be shared.

I am an open book, if what you have read resonates with you in any way I encourage you to message me.

Thank you,